I am very upset now because:
1. I know I am screwing things up. Events that happened today was a major screw up. I know I caused it.
2. My white jacket, barely 1 month old, is smeared with unknown red pigments after being washed in the washing machine. I am super angry. My fault again because my mom says I'm acting like a spoilt brat. I don't know how to remain un-angry in the first place.
3. Whatever screw-ups that happened is always my fault. Somehow it's due to my oversight, even though I've tried to foresee everything, or it'll be because of my foul temper, somehow. I'm quite sick and tired of all these.
4. I've got this feeling that everyone's taking it for granted again. I need a reason to start working for my target again.
FUCK IT. I don't care about how the word is going to smear my reputation. I just need an outlet to vent my frustrations.
And I've got to pick myself up again tomorrow for the 405 and 204 chalet. I wonder what problems/shocks/surprises the chalet will bring. Hur hur. ._. I think I'd rather go back to selling wallets, seriously. Anyway, professionals always say that talking about your frustrations helps right?
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