Tuesday, May 5, 2009

engulfed with emptiness.

There's this sense of ambivalence within me right after I stepped off the stage after the SYF performance, and it remained strongly up till the point when the results are being announced.

See? I've always said that my intuition is extremely accurate.

So we got a Silver. Sad? I don't really feel much. Even though I did cry a bit. It's just this sense of emptiness when the verdict is being read up. It was all so surreal, and the seniors sitting behind us started crying. But I really didn't know how to feel at that point of time. I suddenly felt very calm.
I had a lot of questions though, even though I have really expected this to happen. But I didn't think we deserved it.

Who would?

Well, I shall give myself tonight to mourn over it. So tomorrow, we shall pick ourselves up again and work hard for our choir concert. It'll be the time to show that we definitely have what it takes to be a Gold choir after all.

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